Why do I blog?

I'm just going to write what comes into my mind on this one, I feel like I want to express something but I'm not sure what! This last week has been one of great introspection and fulfillment even though I may seem to exhibit signs of some form of depression. It's certainly not effecting my way of thinking because I feel in tune with myself enough to feel comfortable and still interface with the world that I am capable with.

Partly I guess I've found a release writing these blogs. I have been understanding a fair bit of stuff recently and I want to expless my ways of thinking to solidify it if it's any good, or to be rejected rightly so.

Meh, I dunno. I know I might seem to over analyse things but I don't think I do at all. I'm still doing what I do for the love of life. My PC has been down lately, and I normally express myself through music, but I'm expressing myself through thought now, so I can make sense of all the emotions and experiences that I have, that is all.

I do have my emotional needs like everyone, more proof that I don't over analyse, people who I don't connect with probably think that I am showing lack of empathy and understanding. I disagree, and so would those that I'm lucky to have close to me. Yes this blog sounds selfish, but that's because it's the only place I get to talk about me! If you don't like it, you will probably find a very similar blog by somebody that isn't quite so self absorbed lol. I make this blog to connect and have something to show for it when I don't feel able to connect by other means.

I made this blog to have friends. If people know what others are like, regardless of distance, you can be friends and use eachother's talents. I will write when I want, not to make a internet presense, though I do like it when I do release regularly, but it can't always happen that way and if I don't feel comfortable with it, what is the point? I want to write this about not just my thoughts and analysis, but also my feelings, ideas and anything else I could do with writing down, and maybe something that you feel is useful.

If you do like what I write, let me know, because I'm not normally the type of person that demands respect of people but that can be too humbling and it's not good! However, I do always feel happy when a person likes a page or whatever :) More importantly, have a chat with me, I like talking to people if something can be gleaned from an awesome conversation! Lol.